i think i'm unwell.
oh no,& LTC's tmr?
sheesh.
flu,sneeze,sore troat,gablahgablah.
its not a very good feeling either.
gaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

had jacks place for lunch.
saw servers&brother arin in swensens.
oh brother arin!
I'LL REALLY MISS YOU!
):
he ask me to take care of myself
& ask me not to bully the teacher.
where got!
HAHA.
shopper around but din really buy anything.
went time zone.
you know the bigbig candyland machine.
i think the people playing it are mad.
they spent hundreds of bucks playing
getting sweets& of they're lucky some vacuum flask thing.
i see alot of old ahma&ahpehs playing kayy!
wthack.
ohwells.its their own money.
they're wasting it.

packed my camping bag already!
daryl lending me his booties.
yess! :D
when desmond biswas WAS suppose to!
i wonder which grp i'll be in with.
its just soo exciting thinking bout it.

there's proficiency test the day rightt after camp.
woops.& i haven study yet.
& that back&eye splice.
):
its also the deadline of the japan group proposal thing.
garytanqiwen!

see you guys on wednesday then!
TAAAAAA! jared reminded me to blog.
gahh.i'm lazyyyy.

yea.soccer ytd night.
& some interesting chatting online.
haha.
nah.better not say it here.
later fat,ugly,young kid come see.
aah.you know what i mean.

wake up superrrr early
despite sleeping at 2am in the morn
to go to teck whye to watch soccer match.
oh man.st anthony's servers lost.
but hell,they played fairly well
& it was besides,a friendly match.
(:
well done guys!
woooooooooooooooooooo.
emo.emo.emo.
lunched.
they came my hse.
i tanned for a lil' while.
it din help much for my skin.
HAHA.
i feel so sick&urgh during mtg&class.
due to heavy flu&watery eyes.
ahhh.so uncomfortable.
feel like dying rather.
thanks DORA&CHARMY!
for the sweet &unexpected lil' note.
& thanks faith for everything!
& thanks kenneth for helping me buy SNAPPLE!
:D
hokkien mee-ed.
i think i asked for TOO much chilli.
went for mass with parables
& then to this exam prayer thingthing.
tadaa!
back home.
i'm super duper shacked.
tmr's a free day!
LTC on mondayyyyyy!
i soo canttttt waitttttttttt!

RAH HAH. helllllllllllooooooooo
youuuuuuuuu!

i had so much fun yesterday kayyy!

we had some prize giving thing,then
collected our report books.
i improved alright.
sigh.but my results are still like shiat.
rot in sc rooom.
then gang decided to go bpp.
went there eat balls.
had my share of mint minimelts too.
(:
& panas

was there.

went back to school.
learnt some malay.
it was hell funny please!
started laughing&laughing&couldnt stop.
panas-ing here&there.
yay! i Y
ras,mira,norfi,azreen.&geraldine!
;D
then the rest went to sakae sushi
while i went with josh&gab to watch
"the guardian"
its sooooo nice!
blardy inspiring
yea.i teared.haha.
maybe it affected me cause i'm from ncc(sea)
& once i was totally capsized somewhere deep while sailing
& i was struggling to go back up the sail
fearing that the fishes will bite my legs.
haha.sillyyyy
ASHTON KUTCHER MAJOR HOTNESS!
AAHHH.HOTHOTHOT!













































ok.too much of him for a day.
i might get a brain freeze.(:

yea,& then i went home.
saw aaron&sean in the bus.
then reached home.
ali was at my hse lahh
& marcus haven use his tkt yet.
so i went to the cinema again.
to watch the same damn movie with them.
a lil boring but still interesting(ashton).
heh heh!

oh ya.before watching ah.
i got a very very unexpected phonecall from clt eddie.
asked me ncc stuffs& all.
yes.ncc holiday activities
1st nov-beach cleaning
2nd nov-proficiency test
3rd week of nov-2star kayaking
annual shooting competition
camp pin[teck&ridz] ):
air camp
29 dec-training
26&27 dec-ncc camp

HAHA.
i forgot one thing,
i saw adnan in the cinema too.
omg!blardy coincident can!
i was happily crapping with him last last night lahh.
he's going camp pin!
AWW.cant go with him.
):
& protect that pancake from the waters.
haha!
i think i'm starting to miss pri sch.friends.
see,even junren tagged& i haven seen him for ages nor
added him on msn.
tsktsk.

alright.see youuuuuu. i'm tired.i'm tired.i'm shacked.
oohhh.

ong,norfi,azreen,ras.mira,haris,alicia
followed the sec 1s&2s to their swimming carnival.
it was sooo boring.i kept on yawning&yawning.
i'm soo proud of bryan!he swims really fast.
& amira kept on saying that bernard is hot&all.
tsktsk.

later on we yong taufoo-ed for lunch in lot1.
i was right on time for training.
haha.
the attendance was Figgin poor.
i think i failed in being the usm.
):
those ncc freaks.i swear i hate them.
jansen came to help.
got ready for proficiency test.
sigh.its next tues.
rightt after my ltc.
tmr's the last day of school!
woohoo!
getting our report books yeah!

sighsighsigh.
my dad's pmsing.
he blames me for giving him shit results.
he din want to sign my consent form
he nags&nags.
he doesnt understand me&
claims that i'm bothered over relationships.
he thinks that parables made me fail&wants me out of it.
fuck it.

& ytd ooh.
i swam AGAIN.
haha.mymy.
am i sweating out or what!
if this continues.i can say buhbye to my unsightly babats!
hurray!
we only swam 10 laps today.
cos anthony had no goggles& he had muscle pull.
we talked&talked.
guess what.
i'm swimming tonight AGAIN.
what do you know.
my swimming clique has come.
cos keith just called.

& oh no.
it stated raining.
hmm.
i'll think of plan B.

sooo longgggggg! stop looking at my blog you bitch.
URGHHHHHH!
AAAHHHHHHH!
omFg!
i just realize that japan,mt ophir&camp pinnacle is crashed altogether!
nonono!
this fucking cant be happening!
i so wanna go camp pin.
its a once in a lifetime opportunity
&maybe the last time i'm seeing ws.
well,japan.i wasnt that interested in the first place.
& mt ophir.i so hope its posponed.
well,you know.ebby planned it HIMSELF!
& i dun quite like the idea myself.
oh!kill me.
):

i missed the movie in charmaine's.
cause of my dad.
anyway,longgg story.
he also arranged poa tuition for me!
every sunday.
oh man.kill me again.
i wished time& again
that i could change to art.
but both my teachers&parents dun think likewise.
gaaahhhhhh!

my figgin holidays are fully packed.
esp in nov.
ltc-30-1 nov.
proficiency test-2 nov.
bridging programme-30-10 nov.
japan stuffs-4&11 nov.
japan-29-6 dec.
there's still 2-star kayaking& ncc camp
(dates not known yet!)

help.its hard making decisions like that.
i'm still deeply brooding over the crash events!

SELAMAT HARI RAYA TO ALL!
oh goody.public holiday tmr. yay!can log in already!

attended mass with gabriella,kenneth&dorothy.
i guess i was quite noisy.
fr gerard was celebrating mass.
(:
loy kee-ed.
bought daily contact lenses for those upcoming camps!
ltc is like next week lahhh!
omFg!
bout snapple lime green tea.
again.
haha!

dora,faith,charm,joel,bella&dot came to swim.
there was no sun.):
then gab,marius,joseph,joshy.
gab violently forced me into the pool lah.
& my hips got knocked real hard.
figgin pain ah!

& i tried somersaulting but failed.
haha.
bernard!help!
haha!

played cards with the guys.
marius took that bass guitar.







































HAPPY 14TH BIRTHDAY (in advance) MARIUS!
i love you!
& i sure love crapping with you.
&yakketing till you get irritated!
HAHA!
thanks for everything!





















& FAITH!
i love you!
i thank you for you!
woohoo!
you're really really sweet!

indian movie in charmaine's tmr!
ooh.cant wait!
3.30pm at cwp guys!
(:












friday was graduation day.
had to go back for duty.
& it was a waste of my time.
there wasnt any cars.
):
HAPPY GRADUATION SENIORS!
(:
next year's my turn.
gawdd.so fast.
& man.marius&lewis din perform lahh.
disappointing.






























































soccered at night.
BALLS UNITED!
:D

today;
slept until 1pm
monkey & i cabbed.his treat!(:
dropped me off at church.
meeting.
class.
i'll miss brother!
he's really funny!
with his fish-wanda!
HAHA!
went cwp with dad&cus for dinner.
seoul garden.hell full.
nvr going back.
makes me bloat&fat!
quite boring.

parables coming to swim tmr!
wheehee.cant wait!
oh ya!
& i forgot something important to say.
today on half of the class turned up for school.
it was suchhh fun!
gary,linjie,minghsien,azreen,me played heart attack.
figging fun.until jianhui joined us.
while mac,ong&shenghui came to watch!
then we took forfeit pictures.
damn gross.guys kissing each other.
ppl doing stupid dances.
haha!
& after that.
we played basketball!
& yes.with my vans&sch uniform.
it was so fun that i swear
i was screaming&shouting&cheering every second.
i was sweating like a blardy pig after it ended.
so what,it was fun.& i sweated.
sweating=lose fats.

played truth or dare after recess all the way till school ended.
it was so boring cause i was playing with the guys.
well,well.i found out some juicy secrets!
haha!
i hope this kinda day happens again!
woohoo! i kept on thinking bout what happen in sch just now.
i'm angry that ms lee puts me in absent w/o being excused.
i work so hard&fucking long
doing the decorations for graduation day.
& in ms lee's mind,
maybe she thinks that i purposely skipped that
excursion.
i wanted to go dearly,but i couldnt just reject helping my friends.
& mind you,all my closest friends.
norfi,geraldine&azreen.
not tom,dick or harry please!
shiat!
now i regretted taking the form to go ltc.
& i think mr tom hates me cause he doesnt talk to me anymore.
oh.tell me why all of this happening.

FUCK THE WORLD!
& I MEAN IT!


enough of pissed off stuffs.
ytd night swimming was utra super duperific fun!
i really swim alright!
with anthony!20 laps!
alright!what an achievement!
feels good to burn off some fats.
then servers did loads&loads of somesaults & even moonsaults.
bernard,desmondng,biswas,anthony,keith,jeremy,sherman&sean.
guards came lots of time but i couldnt be bothered.
spoiling the fun only!
i hate the residents in rosewood.
keep on complaining.
& i nvr did complain bout them once kayy.
they are all selfish jerks!

damn it. gayporn pictures!
(up for grabs?)
(:











































































thank you god for everything &
always guiding me through
even in bad times
cause everything happens for a reason
& i love you. sharks.
i'm such a weeper.
3/2 lost to 2 basketball matches.
its not our fault that the both class have
basketball plyers in their team!
but we still got 3rd anyway.
cause only 3 classes played.
i cried after the 3/3 match cause we lost
& there was this basketball girl.
she was so rough against me& kept on giving me the
proud,cold-hard stare that tells me
to fuck off&watch out.
fine,whatever.
another reason was cause
my classmates were not trying 110% hard enough,
as hard as me.

so much for empower you
'110% yes!'
i've been putting that amt of effort for everything.
if only they could too.
i cry whenever i lose.
losing has always been my biggest fear
i gotta do something
before i start crying everytime anything goes SCREWED!

gerri,norfi&gary cheered me up!
thanks guys!
:D

sch was always boring.
now that exams are over.
totally slacking.
there was a moment when 3.5/4 of the class was sleeping.
most of their heads down.
or some looking totally retarded facing up.
it was such a nice quiet sight.
oh.& i got back my physics,ss&eng papers today.
(:

i'm going mt ophir again!
this time with my level.
oh dear.the memories there.
sigh. school was boringgg.
i didnt have a choice didnt i.
we got back all our papers todays
except for 3 subjects.
passed all except poa&history.
chem& maths were suprisingly high!
mymy.so proud of myself.
just passed my chinese.not bad eh!

i'm soo tired that i slept in class.
& swimming last night was soooo fun.
i did a so-called somersault!
alright man!
i gonna do more so that i can do it as pro as them.
(:
all the movie ppl& des ng&biswas came.
the pictures tells it all!
































































































there are more.
but as you know.blogger's a hard faced bitch!
(: hollaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!

ytd .
i attend mass with jared&gen.
went lunching with daddy&mummy.
<3
in the afternoon.
my whole family& i watch superman returns&
poseidon!
poseidon was A GREAT MOVIE!
one of the best i've watched.
while i slept halfway during superman returns.
we ordered macdonalds home delivery.
UNHEALTHY!i know.
& i'm suppose to watch what i eat.
but,we're all lazy.
hengs are lazy people.

today's marking day.
so i dun need to go to sch.
sat home& rotttttt.
emmamuel! you rock man!
nono.we rock lah!
it's sooo AH-MAZING!
waited till 5.25pm for the movie.
talladega night
with charm,bernard,jeremy,keith,anthony&emmanuel.
it's quite funny.
i think i'm interested in racing cars now.
its so cool!
they're all coming my hse to swim any time now.
yay.swimming.
but i dun wanna show off my babat!
(:
& eugene says it's not a fashion show.
haha


till then. A- You like to curse a lot
B- You like poeple
C- You're wild & crazy
D- You have one of the best personalities ever
E- Damn good kisser
F- People adore you
G- You never let people tell you what to do
H- You have very good personality & looks
I- You have a fine ass
J- Everybody loves you
K- You are really silly
L- You live to have fun
M- One to have fun
N- You are dead sexy
O- You all one of the best in bed
P- You are popular with all types of people
Q- You are a hypocrite
R- Fucking crazy
S- Easy to fall in love with
T- You're loyal to those you love
U- You really like to chill
V- You are not judgemental
W- You are very broad-minded
X- You never let people tell you what to do
Y- One of the best damn gf-bf one could ask for
Z- Always ready

J- Everybody loves you
O- You all one of the best in bed
S- Easy to fall in love with
C- You're wild & crazy
E- Damn good kisser
L- You live to have fun
Y- One of the best damn gf-bf one could ask for
N- You are dead sexy
no comments.

i'm prolly bored on a sunday afternnoon.
gahh. trip to the convent was exciting!
i learnt more stuffs.
& the sisters were a fun but old bunch.
(:
i seriously had a calling.
i swear! & i kept on disturbing charm during the talk.
die.how?
how bout my hot guy hunting & stuffs like that?
can i still go gaga-ing if i'm a nun?
its worrying alright.
but whatever my calling/vocation is.
i'll accept it wholeheartly.
for jesus is always with me.
(:

& parables meeting.
went through stuffs.
skit rehearsing for the mother mary thang.
then rot ard.
while joel&sandra put up a special
high sch musical2 performance.
& it ended with everyone having tummyache.
it was soooooooo hilarious!

josh came home with me.cos
gab,marius,brad,scott,neil,
jared,joseph swimming there.
they figging pushed me in the pool lah.
haha.& neil tried his very best to help me.
but failed.):
worst still,i was wearing white.
changed.dinner with family.
then soccered.

had a huge quarrel once again.
with mum lah.
blardy unreasonable.
says i play soccer with all the boys.
blahblahblah.
also commented on the friends i mix.
argh.
i dunno what is that bitch's problem man!
forced me to say divine mercy.twice somemore!
wth.i know!
she is obviously biased over her beloved
marcushengweiyan.
speaking of him.that ass,
he left me a big ugly bruise on my leg.
TSK!
















































HAPPY BELATED SUPER SWEET SIXTEEN
TO SEAN!BISWAS!DESMOND! & SHEILA!
(:

















































love you guys!
<3

...and which lesser Harry Potter character are you?

supppppppppppp!
exams are finally over!
whoopee!

i haven been focusing real hard.
doing average just to get by.
i dun have the will or whatever you call it
to really try to Ace all subjects and all.
and,anyway.i cant.

after 1 year of poa.
i still dun kinda understand.
i may be chaging to art next year.
i hope i can,at least.

ytd.
hanged out with gab,josh,kenneth.
they came my hse to play cards.
uno & taidi.
rather amusing.
then we went to play soccer.
ooh.i cant wait for the chalet!
(:

i'm not going obs nor ltc.
damn it.
holidays w/o camps are boringg.
all i know is that i'll be skipping youth camp & going japan.
boo.
yes,& during the hols.
i'll be working hard to lose loadsssss of weight.
oh.maybe i'll go mt ophir again too.
if we ever planned it.
swimjumpplaykickflyrunroll
all i can to lose all my babat!
motivation ppl.i need it!
haha.

go tanning soon maybe.
i wantttttttttttttttttttt.

off to watch totally spies!
i love sam.she wears green&she's real pretty!
(: hello dear earthlings.

i had remedial.
time passes super fast.
& then the gang went to bpp.
ong,jian,shenghui,azreen,felicia,gary,
yien,jerome,linjie,nabil&ming hsien.
we lunched.

& i literally rushed home to go for meetings.
i was super late.
that gerri&kevin turned up before me.
i felt soo "oops"
we had this music playing thing.
kevin was being his usual silly self.
(:

cathechism was yawny!
talked bout marriage& all.
like hello! we're only 15.
din go for mass.
even though dora,josh& charm purposely made
me feel so guilty lah!
haha
went home.
was excited for soccer in the evening
when dad told me we going to a wake ltr.
mannnnnn!
i haven played since ytd lah!
looks like no soccer this week.
):
i miss the soccercourt.
):

i'm going on a longg hiatus tmr!
woohoo!
study allllll the way after mass!
















happy 1 week belated b'dae neil!

howdy ya'll!

this week passed super fast lah.
i totally screwed my chinese paper.
both papers all unfinished.
):
& my mt oral.i got 26/40!
i'm the lowest lah.
hello!i tried my very best talking ok!
so disappointed.

& todays english paper.
whoa.haha!
i hope i can pass with flying colours man.
i admire my compo alot.
i put in alot of effort kayy!
haha :D

i'm minuting now.
but i'll just sneak into blogger.
haha.

i din play soccer today.
all the servers serving ordination mass.
):
i have remedial in school tmr.
9-12!

& oh ya.i missed thats so raven today!
aww!
i was looking forward for it.
but.i was too engrossed on the com.














;Late night, brakes lock, hear the tires squeal
Red light, can't stop so I spin the wheel
My world goes black before I feel an angel lift me up
And I open bloodshot eyes into fluorescent white
They flip the siren, hit the lights, close the doors and I am gone
Now I lay here owing my life to a stranger
And I realize that empty words are not enough
I'm left here with the question of just
What have I to show except the promises I never kept?
I lie here shaking on this bed, under the weight of my regrets
I hope that I will never let you down
I know that this can be more than just flashing lights and sound
Look around and you'll see that at times it feels like no one really cares
It gets me down but I'm still gonna try to do what's right,
I know that there's a difference between sleight of hand,
and giving everything you have
There's a line drawn in the sand, I'm working up the will to cross it
Rhetoric can't raise the dead
I'm sick of always talking when there's no change Rhetoric can't raise the dead
I'm sick of empty words, let's lead and not follow
Late night, brakes lock, hear the tires squeal Red light,
can't stop so I spin the wheel
My world goes black before
I feel an angel steal me from the Greedy jaws of death and chance,
and pull me in with steady hands
They've given me a second chance, the artist in the ambulance
Can we pick you off the ground, more than flashing lights and sound

its a nice song.
& wth.
pls talk to me
someone alr have yr heart.
i tried to move on but you're no gone.
so get lost now.








































hi ho de merry ho!

i just came back from a wedding dinner.
i basically had fun ah.
haha.
this wedding thing reminds me;
i dunt think i ever wanna marry & have a grand dinner thing.
so embarressing.
besides i told marcus i rather elope with the man!
or might as well dun marry & be a nun.
i'm gonna look so ugly & fat in that tight white wedding gown i bet you.
urgh.& its white somemore.
the food was hell delicious.
but i was stuffed&full!
the feeling is horrid!

EEEE!there's chinese paper tmr.
i hope i dun fall asleep half way while
reading the comprehension passage.
cause i always do.
i'm happy if i ever get a 50.
i hardly pass chinese.
):

i miss S4L648!
still cant get use to sundays.
i kept on looking at the time.
like oh 1pm.if i'm still in mindchamps,
we're probably having lunch now and stuffs like that.
oh man.sundays is boring without mindchamps.
boo. ):

oh yes.& i studied in josh's hse today.




i swear they made me do this!














japan&myself.